I was reading Deuteronomy 32. It brought my curiosity to why after 40 years, Moses couldn't get into promied land.

It was because when god asked him to speak out loud to the rock to get water which will provide all nation and animals. Instead he poke the rock twice and that was disobedience. God was not happy.

I would image promised land was Moses' aim for the pass 40 year.

You know what? NO! Moses aim was to bring the naiton out of Egypt into promised land.

Anyway, it is very upsetting when I read this passage and found out more about it.

What if I knew my promise and not to follow it?

What if there is really something very beautiful before the promise comes?

What if I really disobey God's promise?

And if so.... what is going to happen?

Oh God! blind me up! I don't want to see anything that is not your promise, I don't want to end up in "La la Land" I want to end up in promised land. Althought right now my promised land seems far far away. Lord, Grant me patience through my journey to promised land. Bless me during this journey, allow this journey to be in your will. Please... I begg you... there are way too many temptations right in front of me and my eyes are coverd to see the promised land. Help me keep my faith strong.... I want to hear you speak to me directly of every single move you want me to do.

This morning, I was not lost but faithfully asked god.
Please allow me to be brave enough to make this request.
Show me any type of rainbow ; a reflecton or even a picture...today to make me certain of your promise.

As soon as I walked into the Mall.
There as this hugh Poster, I'm talking 2 level tall poster.
And on there it said: : People likes certainties."
I thought to myself: "Dont we all."

Then as I walked into Mall, I was "sus"ing out any glass, sky windows, shop window...
you name it to see if there is any rainbow.

Then I was working with lots of stress today because,

First, I couldn't concentrate;

Second, today was a very big job.

When I was standing back to look around the store, I saw this Men's wear Half see-through navy cardigan.
Then I said to one of the sale staff, "That is a nice cardi! Wow how beautiful."
I put my hand in one of the pocket, flipped it over, I saw some colourful stripe inside the pocket.
I said: "Interesting" then she said: "I know, it's even got a rainbow on it."
I went mental blank for a while. Thinking.... oh yer.... it does too...
Then I started praising Lord.

I'm not sure about your feeling after hearing this.
You might be droping jaw.
You might be thinking co-incident.
Whatever mind set you are in ...
What I am going to do tonight is to find one more assurance from god relating to this rainbow from the bible.
Even I am starting to feel that this rainbow is......... too obvious.

Today I literally felt the rainbow.
Fear of LORD.

Min

We stand next to a log of wood and think we've seen the cross.

Let's try to zoom out, step back and have a look at the cross. It is mighty! It has Jesus' blood on it, around it.

Let's try again and zoom out one more level. We see beams of light coming from the cross.

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Us christian often stands next to the cross and start Praying, Priasing and Worshiping god.

But we never really have tried to understand God's will and what he wants for each of us.

So we often are just Praying, Priasing and Worshiping a piece of log.

Not until we really see the cross, we know what faith really is. The sacrafices that Jesus has made for us.

Not untill we step back and have a good look at our mighty cross, we will understand a little bit more about god.

If we just stay right here... we will never see the glory of God. The way he shines on us, the way he is already working on us.